Roadwork Ahead

Life is full of decisions,
One always has options, and I find this absolutely exhausting at times, especially when I know what I must do. And in those moments, when my amiss nature, a constant companion not easily shaken, leaps from my side to the back of my neck, and rides me like an animal. Digging it’s claws into my flesh down to the bone. It’s the red stains on my shirt that remind me that life is all to real, and that I am all to easily amused by it’s diversions. Happiness, satisfaction, gratification: these things are worthy of pursuit, admirable no doubt, but what will be the cost. How much will you pay dear self, and to whom.